Boy these days are tough. My connection with spirit is what’s keeping me sane; meditating, listening, declaring my sovereignty over and over. Refusing to walk in the shadow of I Am Worthless.
Today was particularly hard. I felt lethargic and slow to take care. Slow too engage in the practices that I knew would empower me. And as I teetered on the brink of giving in, letting it win, letting the I Am Worthless seep into my skin, I laid my eyes on THIS. And I Am Worthless began to promptly liquify.
What I saw was beauty. The kind of Beauty that takes your breath away, that connects every fiber of your being with utter bliss. It’s just that spectacular. And being so steeped in Beauty, in that moment, so utterly in love, well, that leaves no room for feeling unworthy. What I felt in that moment was Beauty. And it made my heart sing.
May I cherish and remember this always 🙂
I am hoping to have this wall finished soon!
Much radiance,
April Aronoff